Short North Tavern

I had never been to this place before, but now it's become something magical. I might not be able to go back, in fear that it can never be as great as it was the first time. And that's despite the fact that this jealous cunt kept knocking my coat on the ground. Actually that's part of what made it magical. It's hard to match the feeling of fucking around with a random person's emotions just to see what happens. Fake flirting is a favorite past time of mine, particularly when the object of the illusion is such a piece of shit. Also, you can't beat two guys telling you how hot you are all night, even if you know it's for show.

The hangover I had today was very slight in comparison to the amount of fun I had. It almost made me believe I could start going out more often. I know that's not true though, I just got lucky. Normally I would have been completely out of commission today. With exams over, I just wanted to go out and be happy. I'm extremely lucky to have met people who I can have fun with, because at this time last year I would never have predicted that.

It's like 4am though. I need to get back on a more normal sleep cycle. I'm such a night person. I love being awake when everyone else is sleeping. It's peaceful, and I like how alone I am. Even on facebook, no one posts at 4am.

This year is almost over. Usually I am sad to see years end, at least when they've been ok. This year was ok, but I'm not trying to hang onto it. I think I'm rushing to finish school, even though the end of school means the beginning of honest to goodness adulthood. I've been putting it off for so long. If I had been born a hundred years earlier I would have been married at 18 and had a 9 year old kid by this age. Living back then would have sucked. I love delaying the responsibility of a real job. Add to that the fact that it's winter and I always want winter to go as quickly as it can. Romantic snowflakes are the only good thing about winter, and even those turn into disgusting 5 foot high piles of dirty ass snow in a parking lot pretty soon. Let's get this year over with, because I am ready for the spring thaw.