I'm feeling a little weird. Probably just because I'm tired and I worked on some mind-numbing editing for about 5 hours. I feel crazy, kind of similar to how I used to feel when I did stupid things all the time. This might have been caused by the one beer I had last week.

This also happens to me whenever I don't have any money and I'm incredibly stressed about life. For some reason our loans have not been disbursed. So, my classes started on Monday and I owe OSU about 6700 and....no loans. And everyone is in that situation. I'm seriously in debt up to my eyeballs, and if my professor tells me tomorrow that I have to be work-study eligible to be his RA I'll probably cry. It's a nothing to lose kind of situation I'm in right now, which always leads to me doing irresponsible things. I'll probably end up drinking instead of working on my writing and editing.

I have class at 10am but I'm still up at 1 doing some stupid internet shit. Goodnight forever.